I promise myself to get a camera charger (because i think we lost ours, anyone knows where to buy one?) and start taking more pictures of my self/surroundings/people around me. It's not so much of a narcissistic want but a need to start documenting memories. I don't have photo frames because I have no good pictures to put it in, and i have but 2 very good pictures of me and the bf. Really.

So even though i do not like the camera, i must must start.

I also promise my hair and teeth to look for remedies to beautify them. My teeth is (according to the dentist) way beyond repair, whilst the hair that used to be super oily is now super dry. Why can't it stay in the middle. Traitor.

I'll have to get a laptop in the next few months. What do you think would be a good laptop that has the capacity for games and super-quick loading of stuff? I'm sure you know by now that i'm a complete tech dummy.

Really, if i start selling cards no one will buy it? Or is it just the characteristic refusal to comment on my posts?

Sometimes i wish i can be entirely truthful to all of you (you being my close friends). Once i break that barrier i would have no qualms at all writing anything i want on my blog. I keep certain thoughts for fear of repercussions... actually that's all. My fear is when you know me you won't come close anymore. But then again, what friendship is it if all you know about me is only what i choose to show you and not all?

It's okay. You'll know one day anyway.

This is why they say my blog's become emo. Though i don't see much emo-ness in it, since these are occupying my thoughts very much, and most of them are just questions usual to any human being. Urgh. i really need to de-nocturnalise myself. my head's starting to throb.