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Tuesday, September 13, 2005
Finally, after waiting for SO long...
My strawberries..
Guo Joon you're unreliable! *popping a strawberry into mouth*
Posted at 07:22 pm by xiao
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Monday, September 12, 2005
My mum is in a good mood.
I'll describe the things that happened, in order of events.
Event 1
I came home from tuition and there she was relaxing on the massage chair.
"Mom, i found transport to Han's house on Saturday!!!"
"GOOD la!"
"But erm, transport home...."
"I think I'll ask Joachim to fetch you or something...."
"But I'm going back late!! This kinda thing where can come home early one?"
"Then ah, sleepover lo"
*pause* Normally, I wouldn't even dream of bringing it up with her. Ironically I WAS going to bring the sleepover-at-han's-house topic up, because Evonne might have transport problems back, and I think she has to sleep there too. And NO way i'm leaving her alone with that bunch of animals.
Yes, bunch of animals!
ANIMALS!
*unpause*
"Er.. okay? Anyway, Evonne also might have to sleep there la, cannot let her sleep alone."
"Of course not! Does he have rooms?"
sister cuts in. "He has a sister also ma. Can la can la."
And I guess that's settled.
Event 2
She let me skip dinner! I'm happy ^^
Event 3
Halfway through soup (ABC soup, i think it's called) She asked me if I wanted to go to Langkawi for two days next week.
"Got school la"
"Ponteng laaaaa!!"
Since when mothers ask you to play hooky?
But I don't think I'm going. An idea of a relaxing trip to Langkawi isn't with my elder bro and my baby sis.
Still, she asked me to skip school!!!
Event 4
She gave me 20 bucks that was supposed to be returned to her, I handed it to her and she said :
"Ah, you take la!" *puts 20 bucks back on my hand*
"Er? Cool" says xiao, bewildered, leaving the room 20 bucks richer.
Lol.
We only gave her an iSqueez for her birthday tomorrow...
Posted at 10:21 pm by xiao
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Sunday, September 11, 2005
Macbeth in KL performing Arts Centre, the very same place I went to watch Jalan Impian.
A big sorry to the Macbeth cast. They were using archaic english, and although thees, thous, foreasmuchs, and stuff I can handle, the heavily accented British slang, I cannot.
We all got the gist of the story, though. It's a little sad they didn't get a standing ovation.. but I guess teenagers like us wouldn't be SO interested in such a story, particularly when we couldn't understand a thing.
That aside, I'm sure you can read about it in other blogs. So let the camwhoring begin.
And although the cam belongs to me, kinda, I didn't really get THAT many pics of myself. Hmm ^^
Nicholas and Han deciding to take a picture of each other taking a picture of each other together.
Kit : Yes.....................?
Xiao : AHHHH YOU LOOK SO CUTEEEE! *pinches*
Lesson. Do not sleep in a bus while sitting beside Xiao with a camera in her hand.
Lesson 2. Never try to take picture in a heavily wobbling bus. It does things to you.
Xiao : picture! NOW!
Kit : *does big goo-goo eyed face*
Xiao : *melts*
The right side of the bus (we were at the very back of the bus. Remind me to never again sit on a bus's ass)
Before.
After. We got bunnies!
Han wanted to know how his hair looked like. So..
I still think it looks like wild grass xD
Mmm. My other right view ^^
The first version was nicer. Unfortunately THEY WERE MOVING WHILE I TOOK THAT PIC. So there's the two out of three black musketeers (Eh, Han, why didn't we go whack someone up again?) sticking out their tongue at me. And SINCE sticking out your tongue is a form of sexual harrassment.......
Prepare to get a call from my lawyer, dudes.
Outer view. Bus going away. Noo, don't leave us!!
Random pic. Nice place.
Our very own pink Jade. You're supposed to be green...
Hikari~
Wei Shiung : Don't take my pic, I really don't wanna see my pic, please xiao please xiao, please please pLEASEEEEEEE!
Xiao : Ah anything la, I'll take a pic of you anyway.
There was Version 1 of this pic as well. Which looked a great deal better... but SOMEONE HAD TO MOVE WHEN I TOOK THAT PIC!!!
...
Love the wire concept. Not too comfortable to sit on, though.
Guo Joon : Xiao, don't ar...
Xiao : Hahah!
Xiao : Nicholas!
Nicholas : *turns around* *instant peace sign*
Yet when I took a second one...
Nicholas : No, xiao.. At least let me pose or something la.
Ever heard of candids grandpa?!
Mmm ^^
Sometimes I wonder why I haven't chopped off his head and keep it around my room so I can pinch his cheeks anytime. JIN KIT'S SO CUTE!!! *melts again*
Look CLOSELY at his face. He was trying to stifle his laughter. Trying VERY hard...
Yengness : 3/10
Erm?
Let's see. l-r : Lee xin, Li Xian, Evonne, Jessica. I have... Evonne's number. *grins*
I wonder if I took any of the pics without my eyes resembling this --> ^^, or maybe even this --> -.-
Haha. One of the many weird pics that includes Vonne and Han doing weird stuff...
Evonne : HAN! Let's take a picture of us jelinging the cameraaaaaa.
Han : Okay okay, how jeling ar?
Evonne : Jeling only laaaa.
Han : *jelings*
Yengness : 5/10
Xiao : *whispers something in Han's ear*
Han : AAAAAAAAAAAHHHH...
Getting a little bit lazy to post extra comments~~~
Nicholas : Sigh. Why's life so hard...
He just looks absolutely adorable in this picture. YOU LOOK LIKE JOHN HEREEEEE!!! Gosh, 4 years younger.
.. And everytime a picture of us was taken, it looks like a family picture.
Xiao : You and you! Take picture!
Hikari : Ah, come come. *grabs Han by the neck*
Han : Hoi, apasal la?!
Hi, Daddy.
Jessica.
When enlarged, possibly one of the best pics in my camera today.
When not.. I don't like it T_T
Trying to be sexy?
Guo Joon : Don't worry! I'll help you!
Candidates of the next Yaoi anime... Tsk tsk.
Guo Joon : Don't take!
Xiao : *snap*
Evonne : What pose what pose?
Han : What what pose?
Evonne : Aiyoh, what pose to pose la!!
Han: How 'bout looking there?
And they did just that ^^
Mmm. I LIKE YOUR TOP! Where did you get it T_T
Wei Shiung scratches head. Aww.
Evonne : Hmph. I'm taller than you, Nicholas!
The rest of the world : Yah, dream on Vonne..
The beauty of this two pictures can only be seen when in original size. Unfortunately, for all of you, YOU CAN'T SEE IT! MUAHAHAHAHAH!
I feel evil. Then again, this is one of possibly the best candid shots ever =)
Chern Hwei (read Zhern Uei)
Luckily I'm all over naming out the people in the pictures. I'll have a heck of a time naming this mess.. Phew oO
Fall nicholas FALL! FALL into the dark murky waters below!!
Told you. Haha.
One of the only normal pictures (if you consider this normal -.-) with/of Han.
The Gamma-ians were jealous that we Omega-ians had a class pic. (the one where all of us were on tiles) So they decided to have one as well.
That's it. He's just weird.
Should have made everyone cross their legs girly style.
Note : I'm the only one in heels ><
Erm. Braces...?
The only moderately-okay picture of me and Guo Joon. *is not satisfied*
Han : Water! WATER! minee.. ALL MINE!! *jumps*
Bunch of black clothed guys acting like they've never seen water before.
So excited, they wanted to play with it in new exotic ways.
Their obscure reasoning always seem to escape me.
Interesting. Didn't know a man can take such a great piss.
Han : Oi! People doing private business la!
Under the stairs. Bad pic of myself, but what the heck.
We look like workers, just hanging around after work, chilling and stuff.
Somehow...
Evonne's got a fetish with trees. That wasn't the first tree she harrassed. Certainly not the last.
And HAH! Your no-touching-my-hair policy is SO totally gone xD
Finally done! Got a headache already.. Other pics visit Luzzio's blog. Don't wanna elaborate anymore!
Posted at 11:53 pm by xiao
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Saturday, September 10, 2005
The past few posts were a tad bit gloomy, so I decided to freshen the place up with a couple of pictures from an outing with some of my oldest friends ever.
*Imagines self with a bunch of white haired people sitting in some mamak*
Heh. Oldest friends.
Aiyoh, I feel so old already la. All the studies, the work, the monitor duties, the pressure... Beginning to show on my face le, i look so OLD!
"Xiao...... what you doing...?"
*snaps* "Taking your pic la doink"
"WHAT?!!?"
"Eh, eh, eh, don't take my pic ar!!"
"Too late =P"
Since he's the star of the day, coming back from Singapore for one week and ONLY TELLING HAN AND NOT ALL OF USSSSSSSSS... Pif... I was urged to take more pictures of this dai kor older than all of us. Now isn't he all posey and cute? I have his number! Do not hesitate to ask for it!
I'm not sure what kinda expression, or what he was trying to say when I snapped the picture. It makes him look... er... *runs away*
"Hoi, stop taking pics la!"
"Too late again~~"
"Pweaseeee, don't take my picture pweaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!"
"Nicholas just one picture, pweaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!"
"Nooooooo!! *hides behind hands*
I got your picture anyway. And it would be much better if you actually SHOWED your face.
Unawares, Desiree - while smiling impishly - got her picture taken by me. Wakakakaka!
I love posting funny photos of Han Wei. It makes me laugh... and laugh... and OOOH I got a picture of him and his butt. Want it? *Grins*
Erk. Two over 180cm guys trying to act cute. I wasn't sure whether to puke or laugh.
I'm settling with laughter. They're just tooooo adorably hilarious. HAHA!
And the last pic of that day. This is the only pic with me in it. Come back more often Shan Chin, Malaysia's not the same without you, and your coming-back-for-one-week's are the times we decide we need an outing. Besides...
Malaysia Food is the best la. They miss you too!
Posted at 08:08 pm by xiao
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Friday, September 09, 2005
Man and Boy, and friends of course
I'm sad everytime I finish a particularly good book.
Why?
Well, because throughout the course of the book, I can be so immersed in the author's world that I can even begin to lose myself. It's as if, when I read the book, I live in that world. So, when I finish a particular book, it's like I snapped out of fantasy and was rudely pushed back into reality.
This book wasn't a happy one, nor funny one, nor a Da Vinci code equivalent. It was an honest, open book about a man, his divorce, and his son.
I knew I would fall in love with the book as soon as I flipped past the third page. This was, and still is, how I tell which book is good and whatnot. If it grips me in the beginning, it'll most certainly keep me till the end. I'm sorry, but the first few pages of a 500-page book are the most crucial to me. Even if the last 490 pages of the book will blow everyone off, if your starting isn't good enough...
I digress a lot. I'm already beginning to lose my point.
I loved that book. It was filled with the thoughts of that one man. Loving his wife, loving his mother, loving his father, the woman that was with him after his divorce, her daughter, and most importantly, his son. And I say it again, it's honest, it's truthful, and it touches the very depths of your soul.
That or i'm an extremely sensitive female.
It's Tony Parsons' Man and Boy. A proud winner of the British Book Awards for Book of the Year. (not sure which year..)
THANK you, Wei shiung, for lending it to me. I shall lend you all my furuba CDs tomorrow. ALL THE ORIGINAL ONES I HAVE! Mind you. So don't kill it.
Oh, and pass me the second book.
I was gonna go on about how down I felt for the past few days.
Then, I thought about all the friends I have that care so much about me.
Han Wei, for always putting up with my tempers and tantrums, even quietly accepting abuse when I'm over the top. The Form 4 Year would literally be hell without you. I can't believe it's already September.
Andrew, who tries everytime he spots me in a black face, to cheer me up, and ask me what's wrong, asking me to share my problems from top to toe. And never failing to bestow upon me the trust he offered two years ago, when I was feeling the most vulnerable, the most unaccepted. He gave me his trust, only asking for mine in return. That helped a lot, Drew, I'm sure I've never told you that, nor have I thanked you. It was always you thanking me. So, thank you, my friend.
Nicholas, what can I say? You try to help me all the time, though time have did such cruel things on our friendship. At least I know I can always go to you for that heart to heart talk not many people can handle. Not with a person like me.
Evonne, having you in class is great. I'm sure it wouldn't be the same, without a trusty Origin to share my secrets with. Guys are nice, of course, but a girl always need a girlfriend to talk to.
I'm getting emotional. Everyone start sobbing! NOW!
Jin Kit, you try to cheer me up when I'm down, too. And I'm sorry, too, for a lot of stuff.
Haha...
And Guo Joon, thanks for putting up with my childish manner for the past couple of months. It is not a secret that I'm very difficult when I want to be, especially when I maneuver you into topics you do not wish to discuss, even hurt you when I'm feeling vicious. Unintentionally, of course. You've helped a lot for the past few weeks. At least now I have the comfort of knowing that I do have someone to turn to and cry to, if I really want to, at any time and anywhere. Without making a complete fool out of myself, of course. A lot of things I have to say, yet I think it'll scare you, (or everyone -.-") if I say what I think all here. Thank you, too, and I love you very much.
Same goes to Han, Drew, Nick, Vonne and Kit. Love you ALL!
- Writer feeling extremely emotional and probably wouldn't have written that out in her public blog if she was thinking coherently. She means all of it though, and hope those that were mentioned loves her too.
Posted at 09:36 pm by xiao
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Thursday, September 08, 2005
Do you know how much I feel like bursting out?
How much I would like to STOP crying in front of the damned computer?
I feel like throwing my computer away, smashing it to bits.. I've spent too much of my life wasted on it.
And probably stop bottling up so much things in my mind, overthinking everything.
Stop arguing with my mother.
Stop thinking too much.
Stop thinking your friends hate you.
Stop thinking about anything at all.
Exams are coming.
My friends might hate me.
I should think.
My mother provokes me into an argument. Now how often can THAT happen?!
I'm contradicting myself, am i?
You know, I really complain too much. I have people who love me, and people I love, and friends that are nice...
Which I always think I'll lose...
Oh, shut up. Shut the hell up.
Posted at 08:33 pm by xiao
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Monday, September 05, 2005
This is Evonne.
I have a simple reason for posting her picture and blogging about her today.
No, not because I have absolutely nothing to blog about.
Actually yes, but let's skip that tiny little detail, shall we?
Evonne's cute, no doubt about that. And she's just about the most photogenic person I know. Though, you have to smile with teeth, vonne. I don't care if you have braces! I smile naturally, too! Smile smile smile! =DDD
Ahem.
Let's discuss, why Evonne > Xiao.
You see, my best friend GAN HAN WEI, refused to go to this play (Macbeth) when I asked him to go for it. When I graciously ASKED him to go to this very interesting i-wouldn't-wanna-miss-it-for-the-world play (Hey, I like Macbeth. Sue me.), he said, almost immediately :
"Ah. This kinda Literature crap ain't my thing. So, sorry ah."
Fine. Since I-wouldn't-wanna-miss-it-for-the-world, I signed up anyway. I knew he wouldn't wanna go, but I asked him, just in case.
Then, Evonne went like :
"OMG, Macbeth?! When, where, what? I wanna go!!"
Then, xiao said :
"Go la!"
Then, Evonne said :
"Eh, JK~~ Hannnn~ I wanna go!! Go with me larrrrr!"
*conversation was based on what I remember, wordings are not exact replicas of the original*
*whatever that meant*
And the NEXT thing I knew, Han Wei was signed up and ready to go for Macbeth (which is this sunday at the KL performing arts centre. Go watch!)
Although Han rather firmly denied that fact and refused to agree with us when we say HE DOES WHATEVER EVONNE ASKS HIM TO DO...
We know otherwise.
Now that's Example 1 of why Evonne > Xiao.
Example 2 :
"Han, mooncake festival how?" said Xiao.
"Hmm? Anything la," replied Han.
"I feel like doing another JK-ish party, bbq and stuff," said Xiao, giving some suggestions seeing that SOMEONE FELT LIKE A PIG.
"Don't want la. Waste money you know. Nowadays, economy not so good ler."
Fine. Since it's such a waste of cash, I didn't pursue the topic further and decided to let things go easy, maybe eat some mooncakes, walk around with cheap lanterns and have a blast anyway.
*several hours later*
"Hannnnnnnnnnn~~~~~" whined Evonne.
"Yes yes yes yes?" asked Han.
"I want a barbequeeeeeee. I didn't go to JK's oneeeeeee, I wanttttttttt."
*several minutes later*
"Promise arrrrrrrr!!" said Evonne, while holding out her pinky.
"Erm, can I not make a promise yet?" said Han, unconvincingly.
"*makes more whining sounds* Promiseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee," said Evonne.
"Fine, fine. Promise la promise la," surrendered Han.
I WOULD be happy because we managed to persuade Han, since his house is the most strategic place for a bbq and he generally likes it, and he told me his mom likes it...
BUT!
I say it again, although you say it's just me coming to you at the wrong time, and Evonne somehow ALWAYS gets you on a "right" time...
I know otherwise.
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Oh yes, I'm having a lot of fun. Aren't you?
Posted at 10:59 pm by xiao
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Sunday, September 04, 2005
I am Bored.
Bored. Bored. Bored. Bored. Bored.
Then why, you ask, am I still staying in my room boring my ass off?
Simple.
My Mom's out. My sister's out. Even my BABY sister's out. My dad's hogging the tv.
And I am home.
The weather is great, I should get out and have some fun, maybe pluck a few leaves, smell a few flowers, or just simply lie down on the grassy field nearby my house and bask in the glorious afternoon sun.
But i'm not allowed to go out there alone, so I have to stay home.
Mom turned me paranoid. Great.
No one is online. *spams Luzzio's msn just to find out he's away*
So let's list out the things I actually can do to relieve boredom.
*ooh. Luzzio's online! Spams*
*now he tells me he wants to sleep. Ass*
List of Things Xiao Can Actually Do To Relieve Boredom :
i) Do Homework. No shit, that'd make me unbored.
ii) Duh at i)
iii) Wrestle the remote control from my Dad and watch repeats of all the shows on Star World.
iv) Following iii) would be my Dad killing me and placing the remains of my maimed body in a small tupperware. Seriously, I think that would be interesting. Should I try....
v) Convince myself that iii) and iv) isn't really a good idea.
vi) Study.
vii) Refer to ii)
viii) Update my blog
ix) Call guojoon.
x) Then, get a scolding for not doing work and disturbing him in his studies.
xi) i) ii) vi) and vii) will follow if I do x)
xii) Call Han.
xiii) Refer to x)
xiv) Then refer to xi)
xv) Update my fan-fic.
xvi) Decide against updating it.
xvii) Wonder how many things I can actually do to relieve boredom.
xviii) Start stuffing myself with every edible foodstuff available in my house.
xix) Complain about fats.
xx) Realise I'm not fat at all, and complain about thin-ness.
xxi) Knowing that I'm being stupid and whiny and stopping to list out what I can do and actually do it.
I chose xxi).
So I had to choose my next course of action. from 1) to xx).
Hmmm.
I think i should do this, viii) -> xxi) -> xvii) -> ix) -> x) [which is i) -> ii) -> vi) -> vii)] -> xii) -> xiii) [which is also i) -> ii) -> vi) -> vii)] -> xv) -> xvi) -> xviii) -> xix) -> xx).
And voila! One day gone!
Posted at 05:08 pm by xiao
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I just noticed a weird pattern in my studies.
Digression : I actually tried to study today! The world is about to end, I tell you.
Anyway, I was talking about studying.
*gasps*
I took out my physics book. And I REALLY REALLY wanted to finish my experiments book that our dearly belat-, oops, I mean beloved Physics teacher asked us to finish.
"Kamu semua ini, tak buat kerja langsung, nanti Finals ar, saya akan tahu siapa *insert random crap i didn't bother to listen*. Ah, tengok la, siapa fail dengan markah yang sangat rendah, tahun depan tak perlu masuk kelas saya. Saya tak mau ajar kamu. Tengok lah!"
How we all love her.
And that is why, I took out my Physics book.
"Monday pass up your work! You orang tak pernah hantar kerja rumah!"
Seeing that Pn. Maimar is, although one of the better Physics teachers in our school, a boring old hag, cough, I mean, teacher, we students (although we try VERY very hard, I assure you) cannot keep up with class and thus, resulting in...
.. Me not listening.
... And I don't know what I was supposed to fill in experiment i-forgot-what-number.
So I flipped through my book hopelessly, from front ot back and back to front again.
After several minutes of futile search, I gave up, dumped my books on the floor (they're still on the floor now) and picked up my History book.
Our History teacher is none other than our discipline teacher, so we more or less try to keep up with her work, of course.
I'm still at page 137's Exercise.
I think she's at page 211 ^^
Yeah, I'm one of her fav students no doubt.
Haha.
But I owed it to myself to catch up with Islamic History, so i flipped open my History book, and camped down to try to read up chapter 4.
Notice how well I actually pay attention in her class. Compare it with the Physics book just now, you'll notice that my History book is much more colourful and beautifully decorated. I took additional notes too! See what a good student I am!
Until now, I haven't actually got to my point, so all sarcasm and witty remarks aside, I'll get to the main core of my blogging today.
Let's just say I only read through that part once, and I already remembered roughly what words are there. Exact words. Not some mumbo jumbo crap added into it. Almost as if I have photographic memory.
Now let's go back to the Physics book. I can stare at one formula for 30 minutes and not be able to remember it when I leave my table.
Posted at 12:36 am by xiao
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Friday, September 02, 2005
I decided to make a eeny weeny little side story.
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This is Mr. Gingie. Nice to meet you, and nice to meet you too!
Mr. Gingie is full of joy and happiness, and of course, is a big social animal. On the way to a party with Shrek, he met Hot Babe.
Gingie : "Hi, babe, isn't the day just wonderful?!"
Hot Babe : ...
...
I guess that's what happens when you meet a pig.
Sigh. Poor Gingerbread man.
Don't you feel just evil? ^^
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The smells from the kitchen is driving me crazy. Even from my room, I can smell/almost taste the HONEY, BUTTERED chicken wings slowly baking into GOLDEN CRISP in the oven. This would be the first time in days/weeks/months/years I'm actually yearning to go downstairs and feast with my Dad and Mom.
Mmmmmmmm.. Heavenly smells wafting into my room....
Posted at 08:17 pm by xiao
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 No, I'm not sad
and though i say nothing
I want to talk.
I'm waiting for you to smile
Then I'll smile too
and we can begin.
Are you like me?
Does it go on for ever
Waiting to smile?- William Nicholson -Access otherwise at limxiaoyu[at]gmail[dot]com
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