Saturday, September 24, 2005
Follow-up of the last post.

I am the girl who needs to study.

I am the girl who's wasting time colouring little boxes, just so she can prove that she has the patience and PRESERVERANCE (Nicholas' word) to do it.

I am a girl who complains too much.

I am the girl who told myself that I shouldn't complain.

I am the girl currently spilling my recent life out to Ian.

I am happy to say he's listening, when not much are willing to now.

I am the girl who spent the afternoon in pajamas.

I am the girl who happily, melted chocolate as a dip for strawberries.

I am the girl that, regretfully, didn't like the dark chocolate she melted.

Yet, I am glad strawberries existed.

I am happy that my mother cared enough to buy me strawberries as soon as she set her eyes on a box.

I am glad that she saw a lot of strawberries.

I am going to be sick of strawberries very soon.

I am the one that called my boyfriend a strawberry, a gingerbread man, a pig, and everything else.

But I am the girl who loves him to bits.

I am the girl that also loves my best friends, and friends, even the ant that just crawled past the ground.

I am the girl now comforting ian.

I am sorry to say I'm not succeeding.

I am in a melancholy mood, when I write poems, it usually means that.

I am a girl losing her friends.

I am someone who doesn't know what to do.

I am someone who wants them back.

I am losing control.

I am sorry for the hurt I've caused everyone.

I am selfish, for stealing away your best friend.

I am not a good friend to you, for thinking all those thoughts.

I am flinching at the thought, of seeing the look in your eyes.

I am the girl, who resents the fact that we're drifting apart.

Yet, I am still the girl who wants everything back.

See, I told you, I am selfish.

I am someone who loves her boyfriend.

I am someone who loves her friends.

I am someone who wrote this meme as a way to express.

I am fooling myself, 'cos I guess that's useless.

I am just who I am.

Posted at 06:57 pm by xiao

xiao
September 25, 2005   11:38 AM PDT
 
fiona can you explain the word meme? I don't really know how to T_T

Jiale I'm fine!
fiona
September 25, 2005   12:34 AM PDT
 
makes me wanna do this too. AHH!
jialejiale
September 25, 2005   12:13 AM PDT
 
xiaooo =(

why the emo-nesss..

you okieeeeeeee?? *hugss*
 

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and though i say nothing
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